Why Me page 1Right now the guy I love is inside the gate of truth and there nothing I can do about it. He could be dead for all I know but there nothing I can do. If he never meat me he would not be there right now. This is way I never talk to anyone, I did not want them to get. Now my first real boyfriend is in a lot of pain. If I just never talk to him would be ok. He would be at work just like another day. Why, why does this keep happening even though it different each ime everyone I meat dies, why.